I’ve fucked up this school year. I’ve had no motivation whatsoever. I need to start getting my shit together because I’ve been in college for two years already. I need to start taking school a little bit more seriously. I forreals need to be on top of my game next year..
Besides school I’m pretty…
I fuckin hate myself right now!!! I am seriously considering killing myself! How could I be such a screw up?!?!?
Everywhere I look perfect ppl. Im surrounded by them. All my friends, perfect daughters, perfect children. I need to start surrounding myself with ppl who are fuck-ups just like me!
-A Fat Girl
It has been brought to my attention that I am in fact lazy. Which I totally agree with, but being lazy and being unhappy or depressed are two totally different things. Sleeping is the only time when I can just forget about every negative thing going through my head. And another way of keeping myself from eating.. im never hungry when I wake up from sleeping all day, I love that feeling. Ugh I hate not knowing what to do with my life anymore. Im not happy and I seem to make everyone’s life miserable..
-A Fat Girl
If only there was a way to purge silently..
Im in such a dark place right now. Never in my wildest dreams did I think id be in this state of mind at this point in my life. Im 18, I should be living life the way I want to without a care in the world.
Why? How? Questions I cant stop asking myself. Why cant I be the slightest bit perfect? How can I change? Why do I even try to live, why do I even try to make myself feel better? No matter how much blush or eyeliner applied on my face, im still gonna be the pathetic ugly fat girl ive always been.
- A Fat Girl
Fat people on the treadmill attempting to look attractive.. LOL Fat girls and girls with THUNDER THIGHS are fucking ugly.
Thanks!(: I do try with these thunder thighs of mine
This is one of the most disgusting things I have ever seen.
http://forum.bodybuilding.com/showthread.php?t=131005493&page=1
These men are the reason girls are starving themselves to death and they can’t see anything wrong with it.
I’m not about to preach about how bigger women are more…