Im in such a dark place right now. Never in my wildest dreams did I think id be in this state of mind at this point in my life. Im 18, I should be living life the way I want to without a care in the world.
Why? How? Questions I cant stop asking myself. Why cant I be the slightest bit perfect? How can I change? Why do I even try to live, why do I even try to make myself feel better? No matter how much blush or eyeliner applied on my face, im still gonna be the pathetic ugly fat girl ive always been.
- A Fat Girl